You know what's a great feeling?
Being vindicated.
It's simply awesome.
Take today for instance, I got yelled at (humiliated in fact) in front of hundreds of people for something I was RIGHT to do.
So, I got my back up sources to prove I did the right thing.
Did I get an apology? Hell no.
What I did get was a satisfaction that next time I see that old fart he'll be thinking to himself, 'that little bitch'.
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Monday, February 15, 2010
it's done...
It's d-d-d-DONE.
Although, you know what? it didn't go nearly as smoothly, or badly as I suspected.
'She' was ruder than expected. Actually, apathetic may be more apt in this situation - just could not give a fuck. Or maybe she gave a huge fuck and was just bluffing.
But 'She' also wasn't as angry as I expected. Or as nosey. 'She' kind of left it 'at that'.
it's on...
Right now, I am terrified. Sickly, sickly terrified.
I could barely sleep last night, you know?
Well, that's a lie. I did sleep, up until 1 or 2 am when I lay awake thinking about this very moment.
I have to run. I'm already late. A 25 minutes break is no where near enought to compose oneself.
I could barely sleep last night, you know?
Well, that's a lie. I did sleep, up until 1 or 2 am when I lay awake thinking about this very moment.
I have to run. I'm already late. A 25 minutes break is no where near enought to compose oneself.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
that other BIG BIG thing
I am doing the BIG thing tomorrow. The big, big, BIG thing that I've been dreaming of for months.
No, it has nothing to do with 'him', in fact, I didn't even make an effort to visit him today, THAT's how over him I am, truly.
This other BIG thing, is the BIG thing that's made me cry myself to sleep at night, made me ask 'why', and nearly drained me of all my faith. Thank God I held on.
I'm scared and a little bit nervous. Ever since finding out what was happening, I haven't been able to sleep. I've merely just lied in bed, basking in the 'THING's' warm glow. Anticipation ahoy.
But now it really, really is true. I didn't think it was, I still need to almost pinch myself (heck, I know that's such an over used cliche but it's so fitting).
I know I won't be able to sleep tonight again. I'll lay awake, looking at the curtains being blown too and fro by the fan (did I mention the humidity here today is fucking terrible?).
Here, I need to go I think. I'm going to down those tablets then at least make some kind of effort to sleep... ah, perchance to dream.
Quick before I bury my post in cliches.
No, it has nothing to do with 'him', in fact, I didn't even make an effort to visit him today, THAT's how over him I am, truly.
This other BIG thing, is the BIG thing that's made me cry myself to sleep at night, made me ask 'why', and nearly drained me of all my faith. Thank God I held on.
I'm scared and a little bit nervous. Ever since finding out what was happening, I haven't been able to sleep. I've merely just lied in bed, basking in the 'THING's' warm glow. Anticipation ahoy.
But now it really, really is true. I didn't think it was, I still need to almost pinch myself (heck, I know that's such an over used cliche but it's so fitting).
I know I won't be able to sleep tonight again. I'll lay awake, looking at the curtains being blown too and fro by the fan (did I mention the humidity here today is fucking terrible?).
Here, I need to go I think. I'm going to down those tablets then at least make some kind of effort to sleep... ah, perchance to dream.
Quick before I bury my post in cliches.
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